a christian hedonist

last week, there were storms in my office.
i even had one of my own.
mine and mine alone.
tired.
upset.
moody.

this weeki was reminded that i should relax and enjoy life.

enjoy?
what is that again?

then yesterday i read this verse:

Make your home in me just asI do in you...
Make yourselves at home in my love.
- John 15
(The Message doesn't have the verses numbered and I'm too lazy to open other versions, so go figure.)

interesting word choices, i thought.
made me feel calm.

i had several times said that i needed to get away.
until now, that feeling remains.

leave.
escape.
fly.
to somewhere
without rush, without stress, without deadlines,...

and with You to hold me.