a christian hedonist

i can hardly believe

that i actually believe everything you said.

no reasons,
no questions,
no doubts,
i just,...

i don't know.

i think about those lines in the movie Jerry Maguire

i love him for the man he wants to be.
i love him for the man he almost is.

or something similar to that,
correct me if i'm wrong.

...

a brief update:

• i'm finally free from japanese classes, at least for awhile.
• and there's no serious health problem, as far as i could tell.
• been busy? yes.
• more update soon? probably.